수요일, 10월 31, 2007
Listening to: 버즈 [거짓말] again.
The din from the construction works below is pissing me off. ARGH.
think I rather have min kyung hoon's voice blasting from the speakers.
*turns on max volume*
AHh much better... LOl.
Well, admitting this is gonna cast me in a rather 'suaku' light considering im already 23 this year but yeah, even shawn (my ex tuition student-turned-good friend) agrees that im too guai. Ha. Had my first proper attempt (i dun think licking it from a spoon from my dad's Tiger when i was barely 6 or 7 years old count =p) at drinking yesterday night.
Erm suffice to say i think i finished at least half of a 330ml heineken can?
At least that was what kiwon said when he weighed my can in his hands. Ok fine he said slightly less than half. But oh well, round up mah. Haha. The only question that kept nagging at me after i drank was: 'How on earth do people get addicted to this kind of stuff?!'
His answer: 'Not for the good taste, but for changing feelings'.
[-______-]
I think he meant mood? And dont ask me why he describes it as good taste. Cos it tasted like bitter water to me.
Well i do like the warm n fuzzy feeling i got but the consistent feeling of being full was just too irritating. And i was trying to locate the 'dizziness' he described. Ehh everything including the stars in the sky looked normal to me. Lol. Ok not that i wanted to swoon on the spot but i was just curious. Anyway in the end i just couldnt stand the bloating feeling so he finished it for me. And i think i seem to grow more quiet when i drink. Maybe cos it made me sleepy..
Will i still touch beer again? Heh i dunno either.
*playing with the tab from my first beer can*
Its a memento from my drinking teacher. xD.
Actually, listening to jae sing invokes the same warm fuzzy feeling in me too.. ^^
월요일, 10월 29, 2007
Listening to: 버즈 [거짓말]
Lingfang a.k.a laogong,
오늘 생일축하해!!! 재중이랑 나도 너무 사랑해!! ^^ *sends flying hugs*
Heh another October baby after kaywee. Well, even though this ger is my laogong (cant really remember why..was it because of yoonjae?) i dun have much opportunities to meet up with her real often. Except maybe when we take turns to use the glass bathrooms. LOL. XDD. Ha yeah nevertheless, shes been a sweet friend all this while so here's wishing my laogong:
A wonderful ho-filled day today and may all good ho-filled things come your way!!
Eh an old pic but it depicts how the 'sweetness aura' had been around since the HUG days.. ^__^
Went to play squash with huiye this morning and she was late again! Haha my time to grumble. End up i always play alone during the first 45 mins. I dun like strange pei pei.. lol. Not that they play with me but they are always hanging around the place. Ha ok its a public place alright. =p Anyway after that i went to buy some bakgwa and seaweed-pork floss-crackers from bee cheng hiang for min ky's father cos he is going back to seoul tonight. Hope he likes it!
Realised i always feel abit uneasy infront of middle-aged korean men. XD. Maybe because all the korean fathers always speak english to me in a way that i cant really make out what they are saying. -____-"
I am so addicted to 버즈 [거짓말] now.. 무슨이유 나 혼자 알아. ^^
HUNGRY.
일요일, 10월 28, 2007
Listening to: 환희 [Tomorrow]
Lol.
I dont think i will ever hear another friend sing that good in the ktv. Well, unless i do go on to make more korean friends in the future. Ha.
오빠 진짜 노래짱이에요! ^^
Heh went down to try noraebang (korean ktv) at tanjong pagar with kiwon and angel on friday after their work. Oops and i was late cos i got dragged to do manicure with juline at hollywood secrets. Hee. *stares at my purple manicured nails*
Haha oh kyuchan saw them and for that lesson he kept saying '老师喜欢紫色'. Lol.
Frankly, i didnt mean to be late but cos kiwon usually is so i didnt expect him to come on time. Haha ok i aint a super punctual person by nature too. XDD. Anyway yup we met up at the MRT station and after all the introductions were made, we headed to find food. Ehh it wasnt very edible. -___-
But thats not important cos the noraebang session is the main protagonist! Heh.
Hmm i hope me n angel still remember how to walk to that place. And for the first time, tanjong pagar felt kinda sleazy to me. Strange.. but the ktv is really hidden in some secluded building. BUT there are more korean shops there! Well, unfortunately they were all closed when we were there so yeah have to make a second trip again someday.
Ohh we spotted alot of potential candidates there to call us 누나 and 언니~ ㅋㅋㅋ
If only there was some way to know them la hor.. =p
Anyway the ktv is pretty ex. 30 bucks per hour for the room itself. More expensive than what we paid in myeongdong that time but oh well, its fun~ ^^ Why does kbox have proper japanese songs but not korean? So unfair. Tsktsk.
Ok finally the 3 of us were settled in the room, complete with tambourines that didnt manage to serve their purpose for that night. Lol. We were abit paiseh to use them infront of kiwon. Especially when we were the only ones who chose fast numbers. HAha for the fun of it.. I swear he was laughing when we were doing the rap for like [Brand New], [U] and [로꾸거].
The highlight of the session?
The shocked expressions on me and angel's faces when he sang his first song.
Just 2 words.
Pro & Power.
Heh.
Ok i regretted not recording them down!! ARgh.
Now then i believe he used to be the main vocal in university.
Hah then i couldnt help but wonder what would happen if i went to the ktv with jaejoong. OMY.. hearing his voice at so close range. I think i will surely melt into a puddle.. ^___^
Yeah kiwon mostly chose min kyung hoon's songs. And as promised, i made him sing buzz [겁쟁이] and 환희 [tomorrow]. Heh 2 of my favourite ballads! Nice~~ As for angel, she did her favourite tracks from various osts and of cos her baek ji young [사랑 안 해]. Ha i hope my bf enjoyed the noraebang session cos she almost couldnt make it due to something that cropped up in the morning. And we finally know how to use the remote control!! Lol.
Okie gotta go read the books that kyuhyun lent me. He was sooo cute cos his mum asked him to come say goodbye to me when i finished kyuchan's tuition and his first words were..
'why did teacher take my books?' in a very anxious tone.
Rofl. Heh oh and another funny incident was that his mum was talking to me in korean then she said something that i couldnt understand and kyuchan who was sitting on the floor besides us quickly said 'hen, hen!' Ha after a while, it finally dawned on me he was speaking chinese. His mum was so proud of him after that. ^^
And i must admit. I got a very bad habit of touching kyuchan's head. HAHah oops. Nah, cos he is just too cute and his hair is kinda messy and ruffled kind and i just couldnt resist whenever he's up to his tricks again i.e. trying to make me laugh. He is really happy and all smiles whenever he succeeds. Lol. And his latest gag? I borrowed a trilingual (with malay) vocabulary book for him from the library and instead of reading the chinese words, he went to read the malay ones!! And cos usually he has this angmo-accented english it was like ultra hilarious.. although i did hear kiwon say abit of malay before but kyuchan's one was way funnier. XDDD~
Ooohh and i finally know how to do my mathematics sums in korean. Ha courtesy of min ky and min wook. Their dad is in town for 4 days before going back to korea to work and they gave me an umbrella full of korean words as a well as a 'Guy laroche' umbrella for my bro. Haha ok dun ask me why give me brollies.. I have no idea either. 어쨌든, 고마워!
좀 놀랐지만 아주 즐거운 시잔 보냈다.
그리고 그렇게 해 줘서 참 고마워요.
이제 정말로 그 사람 보고 싶지않다. 아무이유도 없고 그냥 생각이 안 나다. 여성 친구과 함께하는사진을 봤는데 그때 솔직히 좀 질두하고 속상했다. 그렇지만 이제 다 과거이다. 약속해 지금부터 행복하게 사세요. 빨리 잊어버리면 나한테 좋겠다. 친구야, 안녕.
목요일, 10월 25, 2007
Listening to: 비 [나쁜남자]
Decided to make some amendments to my previous entry. I swear im not psychotic. LOl. This, despite my obvious distaste for homosapiens in general. Ha of course i do have people i love and adore in this world. Jae, for example. xD. Oops I mean to say my family and friends.. ^^
BUT.. why do horrible people exist in this world?
Fine, i shall not dwell on that.
*erase*
I really like the wall infront of me whenever im using my computer.
Heh.
Its more comforting than one can imagine whenever i stare at jae.
How to say..
He just gives me this tranquil feeling when he doesnt smile so much so that it instils a sense of calmness in me.
On the other hand, he makes the world seem to light up by a notch when he does smile.
N his voice..
In the end, i still couldnt refrain from spazzing. *beams*
Hmm, juline finally got the job she wanted. Heh 친구, 잘 했다!! N of cos, i cant wait for the chilli crabs n prawns feast she promised me. Lol. Well, i do have a dream job too. Heh but only huiye knows what it is now.
Oh and another good piece of news is that nat agreed to watch the dbsk concert in HK next year with me!! *glomps nat* Thanks dear.. Speaking of HK, my mum has not made up her mind yet about the december holidays til now. Ha but cos i gave up KL (which really seemed to made her super relieved judging from her reaction) im gonna get my PSP and either taiwan or korea in exchange~~ I bet huiye will say i cheat $ again.. LOL. Yeay my lavender PSP..
Ahh 10 more mins before i leave for kyuchan's tuition. Did i ever mention his little bro is called kyuhyun? Heh. I still remember there was this guy at the korean lunch gathering that yunling got me n angel to join a very long time ago n his name was called eunhyuk. I should try to find a friend called jaejoong too. Haha. Cool~
Been watching [해변으로 가자] recently. Nice! Reviews are crap. Lol. Ok at least i like lee wan in this show. MUCH more than when he was in [tree of heaven]. But its a pity he has the body but not the height.. he will still continue to grow right? =p As for junjin.. its enough to say he was my motivation to watch the show in the first place. Acting skills aside, he can just look charismatic standing there. Ha hey thats a feat!
Looking at junjin's face while hearing hyesung n minwoo in the background OST kinda stirs a nostalgic feeling in me..
신화 아직도 안 잊어버렸어. 다행이다.
수요일, 10월 24, 2007
Listening to: Tohoshinki [Lovin' you]
Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH KAY WEE~~ ^^
Didnt treat my jie to dinner this year (yet) cos well i gather he's too busy with his masters and there should be more than enough people celebrating for him. Lol. Anyway thanks for being part of my memories in jap class together with kayee.. think jap was the only module that was terrifying yet memorable at the same time. XD. Cant even recall what i did for LSM modules now..
Hmm sometimes i really feel that im psychotic.
Or rather, maybe i would be diagnosed with some split personality disorder if i ever do pay a visit to the psychiatrist. -____-
Kiwon and huiye both feel that my likings are rather inconsistent.
Does liking animals and surfing junior naver (some korean children's site) clash with a innate sadistic streak in me? I never did have much concern for primates for one thing. But any form of injustice, however minor dealt to animals is just intolerable.
Huiye said i betray my own species..
Lol.
I am not joking but i really think homosapiens arent as smart as they think. However, its a fact that they think too much of themselves that it becomes well, dumb. Sorry no offense to any human being in particular.. i am just stating my piece.
Maybe i was just too affected by the movie yesterday.
Caught [The Brave One] at Cathay with kiwon and it was strangely disturbing. Did i really think that much?
I was originally supposed to be going to KL with nat for the dbsk concert in november. But my mum was firmly against it because of safety issues so she was trying to erm bribe me with other stuff so that i would change my mind about going. Frankly, i was quite adamant about it at first til i watched the movie yesterday.
I know, and alot of people know i would probably do anything to watch the concert.
But after the flick, i suddenly felt really uneasy about going.
Jodi foster and her fiance in the show were just walking along in the park with their german shepherd at night and a bunch of hooligans appeared and in the scuffle, her fiance was brutally beaten to death. It made me wonder: does having a male companion really ensure your safety? Even the german shepherd failed to protect its owners..
N the part when she tried to pick up her life again after the incident convinced me that it could never be the same again. How can you face the world if you fear it..
'I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people. It never touched me. And then it did. And when it touches you, you know... that it's been there all along. Waiting beneath the surfaces of everything you loved. '
-one of the lines in [The Brave One]
Laugh at me for being a scaredy cat but its not that i dun trust my own guts.
Human beings just aint as sane as animals.
As i mentioned, im just commenting. I dun hate this world as much as i sounded.. Really.
I am just an extremist~ Ha.
토요일, 10월 20, 2007
Listening to: Something.
Was rewatching [미녀는 괴로워] on dvd cos my brother rented it and it made me teared again~ Aish. Joo jin mo really looks charismatic on the show but why does he only look that charming on that show? Lol. Ahh but the movie is just real good. OST, plot, cast everything..
I just have a penchant for shows that make me cry.
Or rather to put it more accurately, i have a kinda love-hate relationship with them.
I still remember that time after watching [Land of Wine], i swore i will never watch it again cos the ending was just too painful. Kim jae won dying was just too much to handle. =p
Ha but im still pretty much an addict to depressing shows.
-____-
Hmm had been giving tuition to all 3 sisters since this week n honestly, im getting abit sick of staying so long at their place. 5 hours of tuition..eeks. Ok, there is a break after 2 hours with minjung and i thought that i could get a breather or something but the mum kept insisting i stay to eat dinner with them. Eh im not complaining about the korean food..Lol. But i still feel quite bad.. though huiye says i cant eat much anyway. But i rather have the mum use the time to teach me how to play go-stop! Haa. And why doesnt she have any bois??! Heh oopz.. xD
I cant help preferring little bois to gers. Ermm I sound so perv. ROFL.
I hope i teach kyuchan long enough to see him grow up.. Ha must at least see shuai anot. Ohhh n he scored 94 out of 100 for his recent chinese test so his mum baked cookies for me~ Does she even realise how much i enjoy teaching her son.. wahhaha.
Ahhhh im so l..a..z..y..y....
일요일, 10월 14, 2007
Listening to: Big Bang [거짓말]
Yeah another song that caught my attention the very first time i heard it. Especially the first line of the chorus.
"I am so Sorry but i love you 다 거짓말.."
It just keeps replaying in my head. Lol. But the tune is really catchy though.
Heh ohh n thanks to kiwon i finally know how to spell 돌탱이!! Been trying to find that in the dictionary but i just couldnt cos chey..its slang. XDD. No wonder.. But its a nice phrase. HA. Of cos 바보 is still the best, but at least 돌탱이 sounds much sweeter n cuter than 멍청이. ㅎㅎ..
Hmm my idiot bro went to exchange HBO and i dunno what for his NHK channel. Ehh i want my Arirang too.. argh.
Finally continued my Steven ma show. Ahh i wanted to say this previously but i forgot.. he has the exact screen name i wanted for my son!! haha. Yup..its the correct jia n correct jun somemore. Lol. N i think i must be feeling some slight pangs of jealousy cos i cant help but cringe whenever bernice dances with him. =p Especially before they got together.. bernice was almost like erm 'seducing' him! Rofl. Ha i would too if i meet someone like him.. Oops. Heh.
Well i think i may be giving up the thing i was wishing for in the earlier entry. (It aint a person, by any way.) But i think i may not be suitable after all.. Im still a 겁재이!
OH! 겁재이 reminded me of buzz, which reminded me of min kyung hoon, which reminded me his birthday was just over on the 6th of october~ Lol. I still love his voice.. heh but the dumb thing is i keep thinking of heechul's rendition of his songs. The way min kyung hoon sings n everything.. -__-"
But his voice is just super gentle!! I dunno why the voices of korean guys just sound so much better than other erm people. Ha im just way too biased.. ^^
어쩌지..제 생각보다 힘들어요..
목요일, 10월 11, 2007
Listening to: Ahh the jap version of [눈의 꽃]!
Ok i didnt know there was a jap version of this song. Nice~ But i dunno whose the singer though.
Hmm well i AM wishing for something. But as usual, placing too much hope usually causes the whole thing to backfire rather than work out the way you want it to. Argh.
Why do some people get jobs like paranormal investigators where they just go into supposedly haunted houses to catch 'ghosts' that look like mere orbs of light, determine their presence through fluctations in electromagnetic field n i dunno, through the chills they feel when they are in the house?
So shuang a profession, if you ask me.
Ahh i almost forgot about my Real or not on Central tonight. (thats the correct name of the show right?) Today's programme is about spontaneous human combustion. Cool.. But i much prefer to have the ability of psychometry. Heh that is just smokin'~~ LOl.
Ok preparation time..
Dear Lord,
I hope you didnt forget all about me in the end.
No matter how insignificant it was, I had always held a glimmer of hope in the depths of my heart that somehow, you were just merely too busy with other humans who needed you as much as i did.
Can I trust you?
- a silly prayer from an equally silly child
화요일, 10월 09, 2007
Watching: MBC [꽃보다 아름다워]
Lol. I almost choked on my water when i scanned through the vid. At first i thought it was just a parody kind of show where normal guys dress themselves up as their female counterparts for fun UNTIL i saw Chris! Haha ok he did look stunning. But i think youngsaeng would have passed it off better. (Ha im leaving boojae out of the topic cos he just absolutely hates to be called pretty..xD)
Oooh then i scanned the vid backwards n i found teukkie n shindong!! ROFL. Teukkie was alright as compared to the erm vivacious blonde a.k.a shindong~ Heh his blonde hair kinda suits him, albeit a tad too long n messy. Ha but the show was pretty entertaining. Did i mention jongwon n jaejin dressed up as gers previously too on their own show? Ha i know hongki did too but he doesnt convince me much as one. N i decided to add jongwon to my charisma-oozing list. ^^
Hmm hoping i can get the RM500 (~220SGD) seats for the DBSK concert in KL! Well i know i was at their first tour last year, but i din really enjoy it much. Heh doesnt even seem like a year plus had passed since i first saw them. Was it really that long ago?? Tsktsk.
Oh just read an article in the papers about this mother n child who mistook the flammable stuff (i forgot, or rather i dont know what its called) as jelly n ate it! I remember the first time i saw it was at erm S. Sushi. Was there with lingfang, dionne n shiqi n it was really some jelly-like substance that was orange or something. Who on Earth came up with that kind of thing?! I know its to replace the conventional charcoal stuff but at least come up with something that largely resembles charcoal mah. Weird people..
Seriously, i wouldnt even blink an eye in surprise if kids really put it in their mouths.
It just looks way too edible.
-_____-'''
Actually there is something nagging on my mind recently. Just hope me n huiye do benefit from our choice.. Argh.
월요일, 10월 08, 2007
Watching: [형수님은 열아홉] & [마왕]
Woah. My computer just survived chemotherapy and returned from the dead. Lol. I took like one whole morning just trying to squeeze all my video files, mp3s, pictures etc into my pathetic 60GB harddisk and laptop. But i succeeded! xD. Haha the pictures alone occupied a whooping 3GB. But i hardly think that THAT is alot. Im still like trying to accumulate 4.7GB so that i can burn them all out on one single DVD. Oh well..i foresee more F.T pics to come. ^^
Luckily reformatting a HP computer is really a piece of cake. Was contemplating getting someone to do it cos of the korean viruses. Eh showing my love for korea is one thing but supporting all of its erm, 'products' are quite another thing. =p
But now my computer is really as blank as a whiteboard. 43GB of space just seems like a stranger to me.. LOl. Cant even recall when was the last time I ever saw more than 10GB of space..
벌써 졸리다..
월요일, 10월 01, 2007
Listening to: Some song on Mukulcast
Finally watched my [꽃미남 연쇄 테러사건]! Ok i give it to ryeowook..LOL. His character was just so irritating yet amusing. xD. Hmm the plot was kinda weak i agree but at least the cast was refreshing. Haah. Loved eunhyuk's look in the movie. He really really reminds me of woohyuk.. Oh n of cos the adorable panda - played by teukkie! There was this last part kibum hugged the panda n said '수고했다'.. So cUtE!! ^^
Heh discussing F.T island stuff with mrs kim susu now.. Nah. Our loyalties still lie with DBSK. Though the F.T bois are cute too.. Haha. Eh not our fault that the korean music industry churns out yet another cute boyband mah.
미안 재중아~ ㅋㅋㅋ
Oh n thankew little kim..lol i very suaku. Now then know about the GOM player.. xD. Lousy WMP!! Made me delete my yoonjae clip thinking that there was something wrong with the file.. Aish.
Hmm thinking about something recently. I think i think too much. -__-